quick update [01 Oct 2006|10:49am] new york rules. fin. 1 comment|post comment

[25 Aug 2005|12:14am] I just moved in to my new apartment. Our stove smells like it's leaking propane (SWEET). I already got a splinter from the hardwood floor. I have entirely too many small objects and it makes my room look cluttered. Damn it. 6 days till classes. 1 comment|post comment

This next one goes out to the Erie hardcore scene. [28 Jul 2005|10:13pm] [ mood | cynical ] [ music | madball- for my enemies ] I've been really bored with hardcore lately. A lot of the new shit I've been hearing is just so boring and generic. Nothing has been getting me excited about hardcore and that's so upsetting. It's sad to think that I'm growing past all of this, but I mean come on! When xrepresentx gets signed to a label, you know hardcore is going downhill (again)...no offense, Colin. I'm also getting sick of all the kids at show now. There's all these 15 year old girls running around going to shows and barely even paying attention the music. I mean, it's good that they're there supporting the bands monetarily, but for fuck's sake, if you're only there to meet guys go to the fucking mall or something. I also dont like the new kids there dancing and acting like they've been around for years upon years. I think I'm getting bitter in my old age. Don't get me wrong, I love hardcore, but I'm starting to feel as though it was metaphorically my training wheels for life. It helped me meet some great people (although they were greatly outweighed by shitty people), helped me realize who I am, and helped me grow as a person, I feel as though it's time to take the training wheels off. I don't mean drop out of hardcore, but to stop acting like it's everything I have in life. I appreciate all hardcore has done for me and I'll still continue to be faithful to the music and the message, but I recently have just become so completely disheartened with my love for the "scene". Everyone has just gone off the deep end. I don't feel that togetherness anymore. I don't feel that sense of unity, like we're all there for the same reason, for the music. I want to feel that again. That feeling to me was one of the best feelings in the world. When it seemed that everyone in the erie scene was friends. Now I just feel as though everyone is enemies and it hurts. It really does. I feel so far outside of it now that I feel like I can never be back to where I was. I feel as though erie is so far gone that it can never get back to what it was. That depresses me. I don't even know what to do about it anymore. Should I give up? or should I just try to ignore what goes around me and just live for the music? I fear that some of the things that go on are just too hard to ignore. 8 comments|post comment

[30 Jun 2005|06:14am] FREE IPODS! Ok so here's the deal! My brother wants an ipod really bad. Neither him nor my parents, nor I for that matter, can afford to buy him one. It's really easy to do, just sign up for a credit card (I did the citi bank card, and even though I've never had a credit card I got a line of $1200), and if you don't want it, after you're approved, cancel it. Or do the blockbuster online membership....it's worth it. Either way, PLEASE help me help my brother. It's all he fucking talks about. The kid is 16, there's no way he could get this on his own. Let me know if you have an questions. Thanks! Rachel 1 comment|post comment

I need help [23 Mar 2005|07:35am] my brother really wants an ipod, yet my parents can't afford to get him one. I feel bad, so I want to try to help him out. Please help me out. All you have to do is sign up for a credit card and cancel it. It'll take 10 minutes out of your time, and you'd be helping making a boy really happy. PLEASE! Thanks. free ipods or mp3player4free post comment

[02 Feb 2005|11:10pm] ( do you like money???? ) post comment

[20 Jan 2005|01:39pm] I hate him. A lot. post comment

I know I've matured in the past year...but DAMN! [16 Jan 2005|03:13pm] You Are 27 Years Old 27 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act? post comment

[24 Aug 2004|08:20am] x FRIENDS ONLY fuck you xxx comment to be added</center> x 8 comments|post comment

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